Meaningless

The more you walk, the more you felt meaningless. 

This is how I felt day by day.

You can't love anything you like, you shouldn't do anything you want.

But if that is what you like and want, you do it with the risk.

The risk of losing everything, even your life.

When you think that you don't want to lose your life, you start to doubt.

You start to lost direction of where you heading.

You wanted a new life. You can't walk out of the old life.

Everything become so meaningless.

The old life is still haunting you, the new life is no where near you.

You scream, shout and cry in silent. No one will ever notice.

You hide in close room, day by day hoping a better day.

But you know there will be no better day ahead unless you throw away all the past.

You hold dear your past, you don't want to let go. 

Because you know once you let go, everything in your life will be empty.

Even if you set foot to a new life, there will still be emptiness within you.

At the end of the day, everything is meaningless.