I want an end.

I don't think I can walk any longer.
I want to end this life.
It's pain. Only pain.
I can't talk to anyone.
When this life end, everything will end.
That's how my mind could only think.
I wish to meet someone who having the same thinking with me.

I can't talk to any people about my problem.
Because it is too sensitive.
I gave it a few tries to different people previously.
All turn out bad. I don't want to talk anymore.

It getting harder to move on.
I can't do what I suppose to do.
My brain stuck with those thing.
I willing to sacrifice myself to end it with those thing that to wipe off all those memories.
What can I do? What should I do?

There is no more turning back. There is no more.